Journey...

2009-09-30T21:41:00.006+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya to all muslims!!

i had been on hiatus for a period of time..as usual been busy and lazy to update.

alott of things had been done or happened dis few weeks.from the

preparation of hari raya till during the hari raya..=)) and of course not forgetting

at workplace too...
well,i have gd news to share....ihv been converted to perm staff at lasst!!wohhoo!!

alhamdullillah,syukur kepade ALLAH.i waited this time to come n at last it came true..amin..

that means,i will totally concentrate on all LTA stuffs..for sure its gonna be tough but i noe

i can do it.this is my dream to get a stable job at my age with the job that i enjoy doing..

so anione wants advise on LTA procedure(overall),dun hesitate to ask me kay..=)
before i forget,let me xplain once again for those who dont understand wat job im doing..

FIRST,im a singtel perm-contract staff.SECOND,im doing LTA stuffs.THIRD,LTA is a

client of singtel..get it?haha!im not working at any HELLO(singtel) shop or watever that

are related with repairing hp la,braodband stuffs la,bills la...no eh..=) my workplace is at raffles place,singtel building..

anyhoos,hari raya dis i enjoyed very much..actuali till today,i have not yet finish visiting..so insyallah this fri will be visitng to

bf hse wif his cuzz.=))

stay healthy guys...dont eat kuihs many2 k!=DD

2009-09-06T09:14:00.004+08:00

its been a few days that i didnt have the time to update my poor blog.

well,everitink goes smoothly everiday.nutink much that happen recently..

yesterday,i went to do my hairdo.=)) very nice..i loike!its short,i noe...but i

guess i nid to remove the dry ended split ends rightaway....and now,i have a

brand new fresh look with the colouring and highlight here and there..*satisfied*

now then i realised that my head is expensive.now and then i need to maintain

it.either to go for treatment or rebond it again.nk buat ape?rambot ori i kan kerinting.haha!

nvm...tetap menawan..mcm paham ajer gue!=P

diam tk diam da september eh...so fast!!!hari raya coming soon.nutink have been done

at home..not yet spring cleaning.i think ill start doin next wk,follow by baking the kuihs2..

i really enjoy when doing the kiuh part.biase la,nanti curi2 rase..*Ooo* nola...cannot ready now.

da big girl ready..at the same time me n bb dunno if we want to wear yellow or white this yr??

surprise la k..

fast forward: this tues will be collecting my family potrait at jb.so EXcited skali!

my single shot also..berangan model la katekn.cant wait to buke puase at there too.

hope that dad plan to buke at hyatt(buffet) will still ON.*big smiles*

now im at work.lucky till 2pm jer..today the wheather very cold..

feel lyke sleeping soon.gaji bute..mcm biase.

i tink ill stop here.actuali i have nutink much to update.i just dun like to see

how boOring my blog can be sometimes.pictures nanti la eh..mayb tunggu the iftar

session with the babes on the 11th!!!see u all soon sayangz!

selamat berbuke.

2009-08-28T22:05:00.004+08:00

alhamdulillah..

its already coming to a week for the fasting month.for this time round,i manage to puase okk!=)

btw,i never been blogging for almost a week i tink.due to my heavy traffic schedule.

n now..im relief,that i had already completed my school.=)) *happines la sey!* exams will commence next week for the first paper for marketing follow up by Human resource n lastly accounting.hope to pass all of them.get the cert ready can jump2 like small girl,can?heeeeh!

workwise,as per normal.no gd news yet..still awaiting.....few days back one of the LTA aunty got sms me about the job at airport(sats).she asked me if im still interested in working there not..so i replied YeS.heard that working there will able to earn more if we do alot of OT.dunno eh..

netherless,i still cant leave my current job cos i already feel very comfortable here like my second home.so i guess i shud leave this to god's plans for me.

the bellow entry i wrote that im gg for family photo shoot was awesome!!satu2 semua da macam raja dan permaisuri2 wanabe gitu..haha.actuali we planned to wear our own baju kurung outfit,bt end up wearing their outfits..its already like 'royal' kind of theme gitu..my dad n bro satu2 pakai tanjak..cuUtE!overall was fun yet tiring day..The day was accompanied by bb who pick us up from johor chkpt and send us back home safely at about 11+pm.so sweet of u..he drove the car while my dad sits besides him n accompany him all the way till pasir ris.whereby me,bro n mom siang2 da go lalaworld!ehehehehe..such a family bonding session with everione around.=)

this coming week plan will occupied with work..coming back to square one.

ok,before i forget...i will go for my hairdo soon and as promised,will highlight them too..bt still the colour has not yet confirm.imgg with my colleuge,cynthia..

lucky all my hari raya stuffs da beli...cume nak g anuh rambut je la..kocek pon tk la lobang sgt.

-____-

im doin my night shift today n tomorrow.so sahur n buka for this two days will be not at home.=(

im trying to lose my weight again.aiming to hit at least 48kg..*cross finger*

still got extra hard work to achieve it.its easy to reduce the weight BUT its not easy to maintain it!!sumpah i hate it!lagi2 nanti raye..makan tk ingat dunia..hahahah!

anw,planning to break fast with ite Kakies next week and with my babes on the next following wk.we need to do alot of catch ups aye!

happy fasting people.

2009-08-19T13:07:00.007+08:00

I CANT WAIT FOR TOMORROW FAMILY PHOTO SHOoT!!

*smile face*

at last,

got the chance to take the family photo shot thingy..its been a long time since the whole family of mine

wants to have our very own formal family photo(canvas type).the photo taking will take place at jb after

survey-ing a few places in s'pore which cost double as to compare in jb.so,we ditched the idea of having the

photo taking in s'pore.not worth la as we can have a better choice..right?

nw im having my night duty till 8 in the morning...den straight to skul first den off to jb after my class ends..

and of cos i did bring my extra cloth to change.i intend to bath later in the morning at work.cos if i never bath,

my face will end up to be 'busok'.hahaaa!brush teeth and wash face are not enough for me to survive for the whole day tml..dont u also??...i hope so..=0

My marketing project already completed.*wipe forehead*

thanks to bb poko for teman me do my project in skul..=) saayang bb!i thought i cannot finish it on time seyy.

okok..puase coming in two more days..~weEe

i dont want to missed my puase days animore...UNneccessary.*bad girl*

hahahahahahah!

puase jgn TAK puase doink!

2009-08-17T14:21:00.008+08:00

everitink goes back as per normal.

i realy hope that for this time round, he will change for good.eventhough

i force myself to fix back my broken heart.

to let YOU noe..its not easy to fix it strong like how u used to fix ur lego.

i need time to heal and reconstract my ego towards you.it doesnt mean with that smile

on my face just now means that i forgets everi single thing u did.

like i said i force myself to fix everitink just to save our relantionship.we'hv been together for 2yrs+..and for me its a very long yet tidious moments i went through with u.alot of things we faced,from the small little matter to the biggest matter..

in every women's there's always a soft heart in it that never

fails to give u guys chances.& pleeeaSe dont take that for granted.

i thank you for making the effort to console me countless times,continuosly....

and that shows how serious u are towards me and our relantionship.

dear boy,i wont ask for anitink else.xcept for ur lovecareconcern to make me be

the happiest girl everiday..u know my wants and my flaws dont u?

for my part,u need not need to worry as i noe how to treat u well and take perfect care of you..

i realy want us to be officialy owned one day..insyallah!amin..

i dont want to waste all of our efforts from the first day we knew each other.

no one has ever held my love this way besides you..u're more than just a boyfriend to me.

ILYSM Ahmad Firdaus.

2009-08-15T09:31:00.008+08:00

~ edited~

okay..

this will be my second entry for the day.

just too bored.cant help it.the pics above was taken

last wednesday..i tink ah..with my some of my classmates.

me serena were way too bored in class and we decided to cam-whore

in the class.that day was our accounting lesson.hahaa!

nampaknyer tk paham la aku topic that day..

ouh ya..i dunno why ppl keep on telling me that i look like chinoneh??

betol ker?dulu bile zaman di bangku sekolah,aku lah yg cepat naek gelap.

bukan nk bost ke ape,sejak menjak ni mcm makin cerah kulit gue..do u tink so?

alhamdulillah..syukur kpd tuhan yg telah mencipta hambanyer dgn sempurna.=)

orite,i noe im toking nuts.cos i have nutink to do now.im at work today till 2pm.

mayb later after work gg to follow mum to geylang.heard that there will be an opening

light ceremony(official opening).

guess wat guys...i dun receive any cal or msg frm him.

expected olready lor..i cant do anitink.anw,im so so sleepy

now.very cold sumore.& my backache is getting worst every

single day.did anione of u sat on a chair that is so straight at

the back part for more than 6hrs??worst still for 12 hrs??

tell me now the reason y im having a backache.still young bt

sakit da mcm nenek2(keropok)NOT!eheh..

tu sebab i nid that back massage A.S.A.P!let me repeat AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!

clear enough..?cos i'hv been dealing with the pain for quiet some time.

as i say when i sit,stand or lay down..it just feel not right.

lucky me that prettay soon ill be gg for massage at my aunt spa.

got discount sumore..gd ahhh!

before i forgets,yest went to kampong glam to see the lighting up

of the street by our senior PM Mr Goh Chok Tong.

mum was so eager to see didicazli...n in the end she's very

lucky to be on stage presenting the die hard fan of him..

so cute la mama ku.=)

i oso hve the chance to have a pic with him..

not bad looking either.actuali i dun reali noe or fancy him

cos in tv he dun look gd as he is outside...he's hamster(handsome) actuali!

and mcm biase jgk lar...smlm kene paitao agi dgn whoever HE is.

jmpe skejap like for 10mins,and waLLAh he's off to do his business stuffs!arhh.

hate it hate it hate it!!ill stop here before i go haywire again.

chiow chi BYE!!haha.

enjoy ur weekends peeps!

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I HAD ENOUGH OF YOUR NONSENSE!!

HOW LONG U WANT ME TO FEEL THIS WAY??

I UNDERSTAND EVERY SINGLE THING U DO AND EVEN WANT TO SUPPORT YOU...BUT HAVE YOU EVER THINK BOUT MY FEELINGS??I TINK U DONT..!& NOW DONT BLAME ME WHY I ACTED THIS WAY.IM SICK N TIRED OF BEING SO NICE N PATIENCE!U ARE MAKING ME IN A VERY DIFF SITUATION THAT I NEED TO ENDURE.U TINK WAT??IM UR SO-CALLED GIRLFREN THAT U WANT WHEN ONLY U NEED ME?!SO,NOW..I DONT CARE-LESS IN WAT U WANT TO DO..WHERE YOU GO...WHOEVER OR WHICHEVER IT IS.....ITS NOT MY PROBLEM ANIMORE..U CAN JOLLY WELL CONCENTRATE ON WAT U ARE DOING NOW WITHOUT BOTHERING ME.

THANK YOU VERY MUCH!

u see people...im not happy deep deep down my heart.

i cant tolerate such nonsense any longer

or ill be ended up having super depression.the problem is that now..my dear bf hav already no time for me for watever reasons he has.tapi ader mase pulak kn dgn kwn2 sedare2 makcikpakcik.sape2 lagi arh!i noe its not a big deal...bt its not the first second third fourth fifth sixth seventh etc times im giving in.he want me to understand him bt has he ever understand what i feel NOW?ever did he??wat he always think of is about the 'business' he's doin now.kemarok sgt..!until he forgets how to give time btwen me n his work.im pissed off already btw..

i dun bother to call or msg him to ask his wherebouts.

when i ask for a break,he firmly stands for it..mati2 tknk lepaskn aku..be bile aku kasi muke, mcm gini lar jadi nyer..i dun understand.makin lame die buat aku cam ni,its gonna affect him more.its obvious that my feelings for him will change.i dun care animore..whatever wants to happen,happen..for goodness sake!give up already.i want to have my single life back.plsss!

the way he's treating me is making a hell outa me!its better to compare if im single.

guys always give a pain in the arse for us after so much things being done and all the

sacrifises that we(girls) have made.

my heart is feeling sumetink squeezing on it so hard..

i tink alot,i feel alot and im hurt alot.dun wish to continue this relantionship of mine.i want it to end right nw.

*SUPER IRRITATING*

2009-08-13T15:37:00.005+08:00

Finally...

im here posting sumtink.i do hav time to blog but i dun noe wat to write about.u c..I already get my exams result and gladly i pass for both of them.not that really satisfied cosi got 'C' for my economics.same goes for english..which is 60marks and above.i tot i can do better for my econs..=( nevermind.now i left with the other three: marketing,accounting&HR...Life is being nice to me dis few days..had great time with family and the love ones..last sat went to plaza sing with bb to catch the G.I Joe.Superb show!!love it..from the actions till climax..next show will be the Final Detination4.cant wait...but the scenes keep on reminding me of the violent part..so scary..eventually can make u have the feeling 'phobia'..thats not the best part.btw,i got pics to upload..lotz of it..bt i tink ill upload it till the next entry..im at work nw btw..even life is bein gd to me,there's always nutink perfect in dis world..wat do i mean?
i mean about my love life right now........................feel sick n tired of it already.i dunnoe y...mayb since he joined 4life thingy..?wth..i dun mind if he want to occupy his time by doin those kind of job..bt i cannot tolerate when he ALWAYS dun have time for me..im not bein unreasonable bt dis

kinda behaviour can make me go crazy..aku je lah yg ade initiative of miting him..he wud not want to mit me for no reason..he will mit me if he wan to do his 4life thing with me..get it??

i gived up already...so,now watever he wans to do...go ahead.i cant be bothered animore.

if can u might as well let me go.n u can by all means do ur job without me 24/7 nagging at u.

*pissed OFF*.

sidetrack: Fasting mth is around the corner..=) im so so xcited(NOT).hehe..

i tink i just nid to get prepared for fasting mth later on..not big deal actuali..

it always been dis type of feeling bile comes to nk puase..smuenyer bermain di mindset.

wen we'r nt fasting,if we dun eat oso can.....BUT bile ngah puase,...ade jer ganguan2 yg tk perlu..

at the same time preparing for rayer...baju rayer,kasut rayer,bag rayer..smuanyer da siap.

tingal nk change hair colour and buy new contact lens..=))

i tot of highlighting my whole hair...wat colour must i do??gt no idea....

hopefully my fringe will grow faster...i da rimas dgn bangs.-_-

till here aye.

pics coming soooon!

2009-08-04T14:33:00.006+08:00

in waitng for my exam result,i feel so so nervous now.

dunno y.scared that i might not make it.hopefully NOT!

workplace:

now,the environment have change alot.

after my chinese collegues left me all alone..becoming

the senoir once again.i just feel not me..to fix myself

with the new friends im having now.so far so good..

i partly also have a good news to share,bt mayb

i wont disclose about it too soon la k.

still need to be very confirm.oh well,life need to

change either depends on every type of situation.

sometimes i feel like laying a resigniation form

on the desk..its really make me wanna find a new job instead.

anyhoos,patience plays a very big part of a role.w/t them we(us)

cant be successful.*thumbs up*

relantionship:

im not too sure if he's the right person for me.

there's alot of conflict gg on btwn both of us...lately...

watever i do for him or towards him,the first motive in my

mind is that...all are for his own good.no doubts if i felt that

he dun appreciate me.in the end he's the one hu's gonna

lose out on me.coz he knows that no one will ever understand

his very complicated problems.

ILY still.

2009-08-03T10:55:00.006+08:00

wow!!its already the month of August..

its been a while i never update anitink as im super'M'.

nutink much hapened.everidae juz repeat itself without

i noticing it; skul in the morning den the rest of the day

will be at work.it bores me terribly..argh!

i have been putting in fats nowadays due to bordem-strike!

juz imagine i ate ice-cream(McFlurry Cornetto) every day.~SIAOW!

tu sebab naek badan alik..tkla teruk sgt,tpi pipi gue makin uat org

suke nk cubit2!ahahahah.

so i guess i nid to flush out those unwanted fats now..luckily

puase da nk dekat.senang ah nk lose weight..=)

yest: dating with bb love after so long never go outing.

first,we went Aranda Country Club..its studioFrost fashion

carnival that was held on the sat&sun.bought ONLY 1 top.

cost me 19bucks.worth the money...

after that,had our late lunch at BBQ chic again.

that place already in our fav list lar...u eat until

u cant eat.*fingers~linking*

night,went to IonOrchard.walk around the mall mcm

anak terbiar..=DD

i cant believe that the carpark fee was damn EX sia!!

we were there like less than 1hr...&& the carpark fee

for bikes=$4.50!!!!??

tk masok akal tul ar...sucha waste.nxt time huever wanna go there with

own transport,pls do park ur vehicle at somewhere else near..

no pics taken.

till here peeps!

2009-07-17T23:22:00.009+08:00

started the day with my bunch of EX-collegues..
we had our gathering just now @ AMK hub.

its been the first time i went there..=) very nice place.

alott of shops etc.random....

so,they were edwin felicia tiffany & chenli.i miss werking

with them.Edwin will be leaving soon on the 4 Aug.=(

so bad lei..u all leave me alone sia..hehe.

all of them are gg to pursue their studies in NUS nxt mth.

i wish u all ALL THE BEST aite!

just now we were slacking at NEBO,playing board games

and having lots of stories to share..den we window shop for

a while den go NTUC??hahaha.like no other place to go..

den me chenli & felicia bought a sleeveless top each..=D

i mean the time really past so fast.i dun noe how am i gg to

survive with work wothout all of u...=(

nvm..at least KOk keong still have right...?huahuahah.

after miting them,i head for work.im doin night shift today.

truthfully im so so shagged!my schedule becoming so tight seyy!

i hope life will be good to me.

& guess wat?..i forgot to bring my locker key!!arhh!

n now im suffering from coldness here at my werkplace.

mcm nk bunuh org seyy..the temperature here is totally

killing me now.its damn f*** cold!and all my things are in

the locker..................how like that?

my jacket,pillow,toothbrush & especially my dvd player...ermmm!

so careless of me..i tink i nid to duplicate my locker key ASAP!

pray hard that im not gg to freeze here till next morning.

k till here.i nid some rest now..bye!

Tkcr lovelies!

2009-07-16T22:27:00.005+08:00

The Pics above are random!

Today

is a verry tired day for me..

from my night shift den straight

to school.reached hme around 145pm.

i had a short sleep for 3hrs.den bb wake up

call me to ask what time we will meet.den

i told him that we will meet arnd 5 lyke dat.

planning to watch Harry Potter bt all the cinemas

were full house.TM n also E!hub.i thought of gg to town

to watch,in the end i ditched the idea.

btw,its not in a rush to watxh the movie..coz

bb told me that mayb his camp booked in

will be extended to another one more week =)

The dating plan still on and we first head to

raffles city to just window shop and at the same time

kills the time.actuali i was still angry wit him but

he always noe how to melts my heart back.

tk sampai hati i dibuatnyer.pandai eh bb i..?*kisskiss*

this is y i cant be seperated from him even if say

10000x for break ups,he still stand strong to hold

on to our pure love.=))

i love you sayang!muah.

so dinner,we had seafood.tk penah2 nk mkn seafood,

n just we thought of having them at ecp.we ate the cockles,

bbq sting ray with plain rice.not forgetting my coconut drink

n air tebu for him.we were soo fulled that i cant finish the fd

at last.-_- overall oklah...

had quality time spent with bb..i miss him so much..

its like been a very ling time since WE had this kind of

quality time..

Tkcr Lovelies!

2009-07-15T22:52:00.005+08:00

for now,i started to feel the cant-be-bothered attitude.

i just do my own thing sudah..i wont be calling you or msg u

kalau tk perlu.im TIRED of jage tepi kain

org.& im FedUp with the non-stop unnecessary scolding

shouting etc.u do what u tink best for u.seriousli,aku ni da MALAS

nk tanye2 nk tegur2 nk ckp2 yg tk perlu with him.

next wk u booked in camp ready,all e best jerr la.tml,gg to

watch 'Harry Potter' with him maybe.n it will be the last time i will

see him before he goes in for his camp.haiz.

i dun noe y i feels dis way towards you..wat i can conclude is that

im just sick and tired.

school: my Human Resource sub in on!the lecturer is a guy.=)

haha.i like his kind of teaching.not too fast not too slow.

dier ajar semangat oi!dgn muke2 sekali..hiakhiak!

Marketing lesson will starts tml followed by Accounting which

starts next week.All the 3 sub will be covered witihin this month.*hiaakDuusHH*

& my lesson schedule is also out.n thank gawd all my lessons

are in the morning..dat means i onli can werk either frm 2 to 9

OR night shift.and my course will end in late Aug.=)

so fast eh.

aniway im at work now mcm biase jgk.feeling sleepy already.

i gtg babies.im gonna have some slip and get ready for school

tomorrow morning.

PEACE OUT!

2009-07-13T22:22:00.014+08:00

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Okay..im done with the pictures loading..

That was the time i had a great gathering with

my ITE friends.i miss them so much!!& im missing

skul somehow.-__- The kecoHness and all those

too little sweet memories..& still,the time flies so fast.

exam: im very satisfied with myself of doin my best

on both of my exam paper.for econs,im aiming for an 'A'

n for english also an 'A' bt the least is 'B' la..insyallah!!

The paper for economics was easy for me.=) nutink come

with a pleasure without working hard right..?=D

after skul,he fetch me and we had our late lunch at Popeye.

from tiong bahru to airport den to tampines.i feel drained shagged!

tomorrow will be morning shift again for me...sumpah aku penat!!arh!

den wed & thurs will be night.oh ya,my class also will be starting on wed.

see how busy i can be..like a bumble-bee gitu lor!haha.

btw,mum went to hospital just now to have sometink done with

her check-up for gastro acid thingy.it was a heart breaking sight for me

when i see her with the long tube attached through her nose down her

stomach inside.she told me that the purpose of placing the tube inside

was to measure how much can the gas or acid in the stomach rise..

cool uh..bt of cos she's not comfortable with the way she is now.

luckily it was only for 24hrs.and tomorrow mum will

go bck to the hospital to take out the tube.=) dun worry mama..

i noe u'r a little nervous and scared.

tomorrow plan,im not too sure yet.had a coldwar again with him

just because of a very small MATTER!watever!i cant be bothered animore.

feeling like giving it up.he ask me to change and i already tried n i did,tapi die nk

ngade2 sgt!tk tentu pasal nk tepekik2.one word~merepek k!u expect me to

tolerate ur temper yg tk tentu pasal tu isit??dream on aite!im here trying my best

not to rude to you n yet u are triggering me to do so..SO,skg sape yg salah?!

i cant take it the way u scold me..like wat?im still 9yrs??

common uh eh..if ur out of ur control,at least hang up the damn pone,n wen

ur already cool down den can tok again..but ur not like that!!

im gonna stop here.i dun want to elaborate more about this.making me head spin.

i might end up with depression sooner or later i tell you!

sickening soul!

tkcre lovelies!

2009-07-13T08:49:00.004+08:00

Good Morning peeps!!

first and formost,today's my Economic exams!!

im so so nervous about this, cos i dun know y??haha.

my weekends SUCKS!glued at home for sat & sundae.

no life,no mood,no appetite,no happines,no xcitement

for that two BOring days!wat i did was to sit at home

doin house chores 360Degree!dreaming while watching tv,

forcing myself to have a nap and finding myself nutink to

do in the end.i just cant take it larr...im 19?bt i still feels that

im being treated like 14?i tink worst than that!!

i need air to breathe...i need some enjoy pills to make myself

happy..i dun wan to waste my 'expiring' teenage life doin nutink

at home like 'cinderella'.the fact is im not!

like other girls,they can at LEAST looking forward for friday or saturday

to come.cos they know that they're gonna have fun wit frens and their

love ones..BUT me???

im diff.

since young i have this tendency to have this knida of fear to ask

permission from my parents to go out.know y?

cos my answer for having fun outside with frens and

love ones, MAJORITY are denied!!

so,the conclusion for me is to lie..

lie and lie and lie and lie and lie till im tired and fedUP about it.

feeling like throwing up when i started to think a 'new' idea to come

up with.

my intention here is not to complain or whatsnot.

i need to clear off this shit feelings, grudges in my heart that have

stayed within me for SOOO LOONG!

its not good for the health either.i may end up having self-depression!!!

still, by doin this the pain i felt will stay forever.it has been a routine for me

to develop this kind of 'sad' feelings every single day of my life.

im a gd daughter,so i wont defiant or do sometink stupid like

running out from home etc...

This is the best way for me to keep it straight down to the bottom of

my heart.no one will ever understand how i feels.not a single soul..

i just pray to god for my well being and happines.HE is the only KEY that can

open and brighten up my heart that is now in total darkness..

hope for my best in exams later on.=)

tkcr everione!

2009-07-10T12:56:00.003+08:00

wokay!im done with my new skin blogggg!!phew!*swipe forehead*

hahah..it takes me few hours to create dis damn thing.

so at last i rest my case..huhahah!

current: im working today after my two days off.will be logging off

another 1hr!~wee.& im gg back to off day again tomorrow.=D

tk gerek ke?actuali suppose to work tml,but my colleuge need to change

duty with me...& bb will be fetching me later.i intend to visit vivo also.

i just want to find myself a new top..haiz.i already received my hard

earn money last two days.*yabada-baduu!!*=)

yest: catch a movie at causeway pt with bb love.we watched 'ica-age'.

the movie was so so so HILARIOUS!!my tears came out when i was laughing..haha

so just imagined that!

the ratings for 'Transformer' & 'ice-age' are equal..both ''meletOp!"

im having great days with my love ones.=)

ps: pictures with Ite friends will be uploaded soon.

blame it on blogger for the delayed pic!

cockUp seyy!

tkcr earthlinks!

2009-07-08T17:48:00.006+08:00

im at skool now btw..intend to study and revise for upcoming xams,

but in the end im stuck here at the comp lab..no worries..i go through some of my notes already.n im O0kay with the economics sub.

sidetrack: im abit dissapointed with decision made by my executive management.

actuali IF im not attending any skul/courses,i will be promoted to permanent staff

in singtel.and 100% confirm they will transfer me to TP(traffic police) which is a new

project expanding from LTA.arhh!my dreams shatters when my exec manager told me

that she already planned to pull me out of my current department which is a temp staff,

BUT she decided not to coz when she got the feedback

from my team leader that im stillstudying and having classes in the middle so it will not be the appropriate time to convert

me to perm staff.=( i was shocked at that time coz i never thought that they willconsider

me as their future staff.aniway there's always blessing in disguise...when i tink over bout it,if i were to join the TP for now,sure cock-up.where by im still having my upcoming classes and xams..so..yeah..actuali im not that REAL wooried as my exec manager told me that i may have a chance working here as a perm staff..=) & thats e good news.

for now...i just tell myself that rezeki tak kemane2.if im fated to work there,sooner or latermy dreams will come true..bf stuffs??still under control...onli dis few days always having a cold-war.hate it sia!!you are lucky enough that im being so patience towards you.for watever reason it is,i STILL and DO love u so much..& nutink can deny that!

understooded?

peace out!=D

2009-06-29T23:08:00.021+08:00

hey lovelies!!!
let me reset my dead blogg...haha!

been lzy dis few days..so now im gonna update bout my holiday trip.

im back from my four days gateway trip to cameron highland&KL.

it was fun and enjoyable moments with family and my love ones.=)
first day we reached cameron and stayed there for one night and
the next day we head down to KL.fyi,the bus ride towards cameron

was so long.....n the ride make me dizzy all the way..coz wen it comes to

driving up the hill,the bus had to turn left/right continuosly for at least 1half hr!
imagine that!i cant sleep throughout the journey..i was alert all the way.i just feel

insecureness..haha!scared anitink hapen..=P

but overaal,its such an memorable experience.what we did at cameron was that

we follow the Agri-tour trip.we went the vegetable farm,strawberry farms,
cactus valle,tomato& flowers humagous garden!very naturely sight...

can really see how Allah have done such a fantastic creation includes the

beatifull mountains!*sub'haa'nallah!*

the whether at cameron is super nice...very cold with the breeze air blowing against us!

okay..lets now make the pics do the talking aite..
1st DAY

2nd DAY

3rd DAY

2009-06-24T22:53:00.012+08:00

this is how our baby girl will looks like??

& how our baby boy will look like??hmm...

cool or whhatt??!my baby gal n boy sOo look like cinoneh sey!
effing cute!!tgk lar sape mak die ehk?hehe

but the baby girl look much older than baby boy..
i use the 'morphthing' to so-called

create our future babies faces. cool huh..
try yours now!sure u will feel very excited.=)

2009-06-20T21:30:00.006+08:00

i miss my bb poko so MUCH!

the fact,i cant leave without you bebay!

ok,now im stuck at werk.damn!sumore its weekend.

i feel lyke not gg for werk today as im super lazy..-_-

but i die die need to go..hmph!im doin nights for this

straight three days.very shagged plus sleepy.n im starting

to hav a back ache,seriously...its painful n i cant hav a peaceful sleep.

duduk salah, baring salah...i need a back massage asap!!

& im prettay xcited for next wk gateaway to cameron & Kl.

hopefully my bck ache heal soon coz i dun want to have any prob

in the bus coach later on.it will at least take 8 hrs

to reach cameron.*cross fingure*

smpi disini sahaja otey..

nk tgk citer hindustan oready...!=)

tc everiBody!

2009-06-17T10:38:00.005+08:00

Netherless,im feeling oh-so-happy.=)

yest was supposed to be my last lesson for eng&com.

n the lecture was cancelled last minute coz my lecturer is sick!

like wth gitu lor...i already semangat2 nk blajar n revise through

before our upcoming xams.what an irresponsible cher!haha.its

a good thing that my lecture has cancelled.it means i have the whole

long day spending my time wit bb.n yeah, we did.go window shop at bugis

n we had our dinner @ BBQ chicken.damn!i addicted to that makan place sey!

we always oder the couple promotion,its worth the price.eat till u cant eat animore.

n with our superlicious root bear float!Aww...love it sekali.yummY!

and den head off to sengkang..chill2...den head back hme at 830pm.

long day yet filled with satisfaction.

i love u bb poko!

Today,

im at werk from 8am~3pm.he's gonna fetch me again.

so baik kn?btw,i need to find shirts for myself.existing shirts

of mine were all outdated lioa.=(

im gg to get at least two of it by today..

coz nxt week im off to malaysia.yeya!*excited face*

tkcr readers!

2009-06-14T12:16:00.007+08:00

EVERIONE,PLS TAKE SOMETIME TO READ THIS POST.

ITS FUNNY & ALSO TELLING THE FACTS AFTER MARRIAGE.

HAHAHAHAH!=p

(bile cinta,kentut pon bau wangi!)

1. ANGKATKAN BEG Before: come syg, let me carry de bag for eu. kesian eu..After: beg eu pn eu malas nk bwk. laen kali jgn bwk beg ah!

2. TERSUNGKUR BATU Before: syg, eu ok? bodoh nye batu! nk gi hospital?After: jln btol2 lah! buta ke? batu gitu peh besar pn tk nmpk!

3. PAKAI SEXY Before: lawanye eu pkai baju ni. turn on!After: hey, tk tau malu eh? tgk nmpk longkang tu! babat berlapis2! awk pkai, saye yg malu tau!

4. MANJA DI PUBLIC Before: manjanya syg i ni. mcm i nk gigit2, nk romen ngn eu skrg jgk!After: oi! org tgk lah! da tua tk malu ke?

5. KEMPUNAN Before: eu nk mkn burger ramly? ok, bsk i masok JB i belikn eu eh syg..After: burger Mcdonald pn same jgk pe! jgn crewet ah! mkn je!

6. KECANTIKAN Before: klu pkai make-up tebal pn die kate cantek.After: ape ni makeup mcm tepung gomak? wayang pekji pn kalah tau! bulan2 asik beli makeup je!

7. KEKAYAAN Before: eu tkde bnyk duit pn i ttp syg eu. kekayaan tk menjanjikn kebahagiaan.After: tu lah, dulu tknk blajar btol2. skrg aru nk mnyesal! duit tong smpah bulan ni mcm mn?

8. SEX Before: klu kite kawin, hari2 i nk *ehem* ngn eu.After: eh, i pnat tau! ingt i robot ke? gatal!

9. KESABARAN Before: dalar syg, jgn merajok. yelar, i salah. i mintak maaf. maafkn i eh?After: da uat salah tknk mngaku. tau nk merajok je. awk nye psl ah! tk kuase aku!

10. MASAKAN Before: sdapnye eu masak (walaupn tk sdap)After: mak eu tk ajar masak ke? ni nasi lemak ke nasi basi??

11. DUIT NO PROBLEM Before: syg, kte mkn kt restoran mahal tu eh? mahal tkpelar, skali skala...After: mak oii! peh mahal! da lah! mee goreng mamak kt haig road agi sdap. tknk ah!

12. LUV PEGI LUV BALIK Before: bye syg, i luv eu too. muackx! miss eu lar syg. (padahal smlm aru jmpe)After: ah ok bye! tk bole lah. kwn i ade ni! bye lah bye lah!

2009-06-14T10:56:00.008+08:00

To most i am concern,

is about my future...

well..we all dun noe wat lays ahead of us.whether

we gonna be successful or not.i mean not the 'wanna be millionaire'

or somekind of a 'gig' kay..wat i mean is dat whether we can survive in

the future with our odinary lifestyle with the high standard living in s'pore..

i hope my life would be as comfortable yet simple living.

As im already 19 this year,it will not be an issue if im already start planning

my future events right?hehe.

hmm...when am i getting married and ll stuffs?

mayb i wan to get engange first at 23?insyallah...& getting married at the

age of 24?..dat would be very nice and idle age to get started to a new life.

whereby,if im getting married with bb,he will already be at the age of 27.

woaH!so old ready arh??haha.thats the reason y time flies so fast without

us noticing it. besides the family planning,our careers also plays a big part.

i really hope that i can work in a better prospect company which offers a

very good pay.=) not forgetting,there's latest news that bb has been shortlisted

for PO(Police Offier).*smiley face*

aWWw..my bb will be a policeman..eheh.insyallah!!

btw,becoming a policeman is not bad either..working under government

will have all the benefits and the starting pay is high for a higher nitec grad.

n there's also an annual increament base on perfomance etc...

insyallah he will get in..i pray for u aite syg..*no worries*.

so, tomorrow he will gg for the aptt test.all the best bb poko!!

actuali in mind i have alot to achieve in life rather than sitting in the

office facing the flat screen everiday..duh!

i want to do something that can make my love ones proud of me.

thats why im still studying till now eventhough im werking at the same time.

my dreams is to complete my dip cert in business admin and hopefully i can

work within my ability capacity and with god's will,i would try to pursue

my degree in the next level.=)

i need to start to work very hard and put in benefitial efforts now.

i know that i had dissapoint my parents for not passing my N level

and take my O levels.i admit for my laziness and 'hack care dun care'

attitude.sickening though!im not stupid neither there's cock in my brain.

its just that my laziness kills every apportunity that comes.

thats y i landed in ITE.anw,Ite is not a very bad place to be either.

Ite is more to a social life/environment which everybody in skul is ur fren.

its like a one big family rebonded thingy.u learn how mix well with ppl around

and get to enjoy teenage life to the fullest.the onli bad thing is that,in Ite..u

dont have the motivation to study hard.thats all.bcoz of all the influence surround

will make u totally forget bout studying.

n here i am now after i have graduated from Ite.normally whoever

has graduated will feel that with nitec or higher ntec cert cant cannot

make u go far..n thats y ppl like me will continue study under private skul..

i pray that everithing will run smoothly.

i love being the way i am.=D

2009-06-12T22:55:00.018+08:00

I HATE PEVERT!!!!!

wan to noe y??..yest i went to the PC show at suntec with bb.

GaWD!that place is crowded..n there's so much deals being offered from every each brand company..from selling laptops,washing detergents,

digital cameras,video games etc.....the main purpose i n bb went there is to find our new found love 'digicam'

we found it at the cheapest promotion price only at PC show!wow..

n intended to survey some lappies for bb..he wanst it so much...argh!
actuali i dun mind him buying but,its just nt advisable for this time being..

nxt time k dear....after that we walk around searching for nothing and

we end up at video games kiosk.all the games there were sold at half the

original price..so bb grab one of it....while bb searching for his games,here comes the MOTHER F**ker bangla who come from behind and

he 'poke my butt and quikly run to the other side!what the hell????die ngat aku tk nmpk per?bodoh peh PARIA!!

tk naek geram per aku!n i straight away report to bb..n we go to the bastard

n i confronted him..guess wat?he acted like nothing has happen and as if he done nutink!muke mmg nk kene sepak ngn aku!!geram siol!

that bloody sucker pevertic fool deserve to be behind bars for his act!

lucky him uh dat day....this is the first time i encounter this type of situation..

nomore nxt time,i swear!if nxt time,ill kick his Ass straight away sia!

PueWW!im just disgusted to core!!!!!!!argHHH!

i shud drag him to the police...

so,girls...pls be caution about these peverts and flasher etc.the FACT is,

they EXIST!just beware of all guys outside.u might not noe hu?coz temptations

are their needs...

*B-A-S-T-A-R-D*

common pictures:-

2009-06-10T20:33:00.006+08:00

oh YESS!

im gonna have my THreee days off,like finally..

im hectic dis few days n im having a back ache.

it means dat i hav not enough rest!seriously..

everiday gg to skul either morning or in the afternoon,

den head to work either after my class or before.tired liao!!

today is my last lesson for my economic subject.alhamdullilah

almost 99% i understand everi single tink.i reali had put in alot of effort

to pay attention in class n to come to lesson everitime.=)

well done to me!so my xam for dis subject is on the 13 July...so long sia.

i onli have my english communication subject to go left till end of this week.

yeay!cant wait.cuz the lecturer is damn irritating!tk suke aku!

btw, i have already survey which camera to buy.that camera will belong

to me n bby =) hope dat we can get it before we go for our holiday in two weeks

time.

i love him muchy!!muaah!

hmm...nxt week my schedule will be very tight.im gonna do night shift for three days

straight from thurs till sat!!!!gosh!i dunno how ill manage it...coz firstly its gg to be

super tired xhausted moments!!-_-

oh ya,shud i change my hp?

i thought of changing my hp..to LG Arena?

i really into the Arena thingy..............

haiz...i need to budget myself dis month cuz i have over spent

my pocket savings due to alot of occasions goin on lyke my father's

bdae..etc..

n sumore i nid to save for the cameron n KL trip.if not i cannot shop there =(

so better make sure i cant spent blindly..

ok,now im super no energy even though now im at werk doin nite.

i hope no calls at night so that i can sleep!!!hahahahaha.gaji buta dok!

adios babies!

2009-06-07T00:00:00.016+08:00

This are the pics orite.

2009-06-06T16:40:00.008+08:00

Yeay!now June already!!

everybody i guess are having their holiday mode

eventhough their working or not right???haha.

i have not post anitink as im super duper lazzy la k.

that means pictures will be delayed again....sorry uh.

dis cuming monday is my father birthday.woah!after one

another sey...pocket berlobang babe!!=(

i already have something in mind for him.so lets wait n see..

oh yah!at last the whole family of mine are gg for a holiday.

so so glad that we can go for a short trip.*sigh*

coz before hand the whole family is having problems with

the time availibility.n thought that this June holiday

will gonna be SUX!hahahahahaha.

so thk god once again...we'r gg to cameron highland PLUS kL

trip.depaturing from sing on the 26 Jun til 28 Jun.

last wk of Jun holidays..ehehe.&& my bb love is tagging along

too!!super happy la sey!we gonna go to petaling st again!huahhah.

n i cant wait to go to cameron as my last footing there was like

4 years back with school educational trip.the place there is similar

to genting's whether.the popular 'stuffs' there,e night markets n their

steamboat!!!!WeeY!i loike okey.cant wait cant wait!

planning to have my own digital camera with bb...?

im nt cnfirm wat type of camera shub i buy..?

n im nt knowledgable about camera stuffs.so hw?

hehehe.watever it is im gonna buy soon or later or before

gg holiday.the purpose is to keep memories of me bb love

so that,we can show to our babies in future..insyallah!

its for memoirs onli la..........

so yeah dats the plan...

stay happy peeps!!

2009-05-30T12:26:00.005+08:00

Awww!!!my bb so sweet la kn...

he bought for me a Guess 'ladies' watch!*excited face*

i cant control my smile yesterday wen we mit after my class

n we settled down to have our dinner at tamp pizza hut.for

our 2nd yr anni gift,i gave him a key chain that my name n his

written on it.its not the 'pasar malam' kind of keychain eh..its eXX ok.lol!

bsides that i also gave him an anni card where all the sweets n romantic

words were found in it && gave him one big ferrero rocher choco x26.=)

he also bought himself a Guess watch.gatal tul..hehe.

so,at last both of us have the same watch.YeePee!!

to sum up all for my bdae gift,its all branded...never imagined!*roll eyes*

ill gonna upload all the pics after dis post aite.today outing with the usual

couple,kak didee n fahn.gg to catch a movie at marina later.i tink

we gonna watch 'night at the musuen 2'yeay!

bubye!=)

2009-05-27T14:17:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME....

HAAPPYY BIRTHDAY TO NURUL SYAHIRAH

HAPPY-BIRTHDAY-TO-ME!!!

yeay!!im officially turns 19 today.alhamdullilah,amin...

first,im thk god(Allah) for letting me celebrate my 19th birthday.=)

insyallah dipanjangkan umur dan murah rezeki..=D

n thk to all who have wished me aite!

Every 27 May will always be my special day coz im celebratign two events

at the same time.nt forgetting my 2nd year anniversary with bb love

falls on the same day.so which means,im double the happier!!

alhamdullilah once again coz we did to this far...despite all

the smooth and rough journey being together.i have never thought

that i can be with my bb this long.my mind still have the mindset that

we'r still gg through the 'cinta monyet' thingy..hahah!

all both of our sacrifises for each other worth the patience and endurence.

YOU(bb) will alwayz be my mickey bby aye...~

n im oways be ur bby gal..;)

as today is m birthday,i already receive my advance bdae pressie from my

beloved family n brother..its very sweet of them sey!feel very very touched!~AwwW..

my dad bought me a Bonia handbag which i wan so much dat i can bring along to werk

or to school.My mum bought for me an original pure silver necklace n bracelet.

& my kikibili(brother) bought for me a bracelet too..which i can wear it everyday

n as for mum's one,i only wear it if there's any occasion..=) *happy face*

n bb have nt gv me my bdae pressie yet bt he has already gv an advance

anniversary gift for me which i already mentioned.

its a Paris Hilton handbag!!i love it kay!so dis year i have 2 new handbags!!

2 new bracelet!!!n lagi aper yg 2??....ehehe...

so...aku ni nk kene sabar smpi this fri to receive my bdae present from bb.

both of us very the bz like bee..

pictures will be uploaded very soon.

stay tune Beings!

mode: * HyperEnergeticHappyExcited*

2009-05-20T18:31:00.005+08:00

first,school & lesson were awesome!*big smile*

i have already attend 3 lesson including today.

fyi,my course will end in about six month time...~wOoo.

i have five subjects to learn which is biss econs,communication

& english,fundemental of accounting,elements of HR and one the

name i cant remember -_-.hehe!

as for now,im doin well.consistent enough for this 3 lesson.

i hope to be like this for the rest of the 6 months.

school is Ookay.mcm kat zaman ITE gitu.=)

bt dis time round with big hopes and dreams!

everybody there are all friendly.no stuck-up attitude!!lucky..

guess wat?all of them thought that im chinese!?haha.

nt onli in skul btw,even outside wen im alone or wit bb too.

sumore bb looks like one!haha...cinoneh abis...

to summorise,my future schedule will be very very tight!y?

b'coz,my lesson is everyday from mon-fri PLUS im werking at the same time.

so if im werking night shift n the day after i need to attend my lesson,

it means that i never have a chance to go take a bath or rest!!!hahah.

anyway,im ok wit it.of cos i will wash up my face brush my teeth first.

so now,im stuck at werk from 2-9pm.

bb fetching me soon.=) yeay!

&& i juz bought new pair of shoes for myself!=D

im so so happy at last..*winky baybeh*

2009-05-14T11:09:00.005+08:00

morning,raining heavily.

dats make me feel very3 sleepy la dei!

reach work on time juz nw..lucky me never

caught in the rain.*sigh*

damn..i feel like sleeping right now.

sumore its cold n comfy here =)

yesterdae,first time go ride wit my parents!

huahahah.

bb so nervous so am i...paiseyy seh!

went to kampong jawa to search for mum's

kain raye.den we all hav our dinner at sempang

bedok..mainly i love the satay there.very sedap sekali.

reach hme about 10+..family chit chat wit bb till nearly

1am.(tired ready ok)..bb went home after dat.

i juz feel dat now bb is already part of my family =))

i treat bb like my own brother&best friend.i do fight phyisically

with him.both of us will punch each other(hard),pull each other

ear,challenge who's pinching is PAINiest,pock each other buTT

& lastly we do stupid faces at each other..hahahahahaha!

all of these are parts of my love for him kay..

i tink he juz love the way i do stupid things.=D

hopefully all of dis will not end dat soon....i wish all dis will

last for ever.'insyallah!

*i want u to be my soul partner.i want u to be the father of my

children.i want u to lead me & our babies to the right path.i want u to

be the one for me*

2009-05-12T16:34:00.004+08:00

okey,this will be a short n simple post.

at last i have received my orientation n my course schedule!!

so,class will commence next tues which is on the 19th.

i cantt wait to study..*big smiles*

somehow or rather i cant take the fact dat im not in school

life animore.=(

n dis week is terrible la k..

i onli hav my off day on sat..from mondae till thurs doin

day shift n fri doin night..n sun night again.WaHH!power Pack!

nnti duit pn power larr...huahuahuahaha!

no plans for dis weekend...mayb nxt week.

*bb i wanna go ride skyride at SENTOSA!!!*

2009-05-11T11:53:00.007+08:00

yest mother's day celebration was simple yet memorable.

first,bb fetch me from werk at 3.we den head to Takashimaya

to survey on my handbag.n at last i'hv found one.very classic

n elegant.=) den bb bought it for me for my advance bday pressie!!

i suke i suke!woOhoO!it cost him 214 dollars.

i will nt reveal wat bag brand i bought first aite.till waiit i taken

a pic of it first.OR wait for another present frm my parents.=D

den ill post it together on my bday kay..

orite,yest after Taka...we're off to geylang.i thought of buying my mum

a new blouse suit.n im so lucky to found the right one.

very nice n clssy look.its in blue sea colour. ;) bb n i share2 our money

to buy it.sOo SWit! pocket damage = $115.

so yeah..its worth the search anyway.& org kate, 'ade rupa ade harga'

hehe.

before gg home,we hav our dinner at arnorld.so crowded seyy!

sumore yest byk maid2 indon lepaKingz kt sane (Lion City) with

diorg nye mat2 indon+banglaa.HaiYoo..

reach home about 735pm.ask mummy to have a bath first.

she dunno dat there will be a surprise for her.

my dad,me,bro n bb xcitedly prepare the cake dat had been

bought earlier.place it on the table with the lights deam...aWww..

few mins ltr,my mum came out. SURPRISE!!!

she nearly teared..=)

i hope she likes the present me & bby gave it to her..

i love you ma.

btw,no pics yet.soon will be uploaded..........................!

TAKING CARE!!

2009-05-10T12:22:00.005+08:00

To all mothers out there,

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!

And to my mummy sayang,happy mother's day to u too.=)

u hav been a superb mum to me.n i thank god that ur the one

who had given birth to me..i love u mummy!

all the sacrifises and ur single thoughts for me are unpayable!

nutink in this world will love u as much if to compare with a mother love.

true?YES its defeniately true...

i hope dat all dis while i'hv been a gd n obedient daughter to you..-__-

so,all beings out there pls treasure ur mum to the fullest..

i love you mama =)

2009-05-09T19:21:00.006+08:00

What a girls wants...

a person who loves her the most

who listen and understand her sorrows

who shares his happines and sadness with her

who able to put a smile on her face

who dont turn her down in anyways

who sacrifies hardship just to be with her

who carry her up when she's down

who cherish her dreams

who will be right behind her back to give all the supports

&& lastly....

a person who dont leave her for others

guys,ur not to be worried when u are already fall in love.coz in every girl,there's always everlasting love that are too loyal to measure.a girl will hold tight on their love till their last breathe....

for whoever it may concern.....

2009-05-09T16:00:00.003+08:00

i feel like sleeping now...cn?

today feel alittle shagged+frustrated!

tell me y ppl? =)

i hate to kip on waiting for him every time la k.

whenever he wans to fetch me,

he will come super late n end up i nid to wait for him at least

1/2hr.F***!

like dis afternoon,he was suppose to fetch me

at 1145 sharp.guess wat?he came at 1215pm!!

i even came out like 5 mins early jz in case

he hav reach under my blk..

im pretay xcited to mit him jz nw,

n planned was to hav our lunch together somewher.

bt it turn out to be SOUR.im fussy dis time coz my bloody

werk strts at 1pm.wth sia!by the time we wan to have our lunch,

its nearly my time out!!i never talk or nagg shit at him k..

i jz kept my mouth shut!n end up we ate at mc near my werk place.

i left with 7~8 mins.so i ate quickly n buzz oFF!

i dun care wat he tinks or watsnOt!wat i noe i hav wake him up earlier

n deres no reason for him to b late!!

im sick n tired of it so mucccHH!making me in hiatus mode till now!

kate jer rindu la ni la tu la...tpi mcm phm.

i jz feel dat he hav change..dunno bcoz of wat.mayb since after he

strted to knl2 with dis bitch...i caught him for dat.

i trust my feelings very well.something is nt right n i noe he is keeping

secret bhind me.....y?ur feeling for me strted to change isit?or u already feel

*sian with me or u hav found someone dat can feel up ur boredness??

FIRST, let dis get in ur head aite!

whatever u wanna do,GO AHEAD!

i dont care if u wanna find others.

i dun gv a damn if u wan to play bhind my back!

end of story ur not my husband anyway!

ur jz a person named BOYFRIEND!dats all.

u think i cant do the same thing ur doin?

think twice ah boy!

i can simply vanished totally ur love for me in

a blink of an eye!!!!!

@4%^&33!!&?!!!!

2009-05-06T16:54:00.002+08:00

Presenting my love of my life..

Ahmad Firdaus Bin Abu Hassan.

Love at first sight on 27 May 2007....

In Love till date...

i love u dear syng..thks for being my soul partner n making me happy endlessly...

pampering me ,ur baby girl.=)

im sorry if i always make u angry..-_-

dun worry my love still go strong for u love!<33

;)

2009-05-05T12:10:00.003+08:00

todae tues;

answer is werking day..=) from 8am~3pm.

i'hv already done my LTA survey for today..atlast i done 20.

normally ill do 10 the least.

so for this month, i nid to cHionG ahHh!haha.

today bb strted his new job located at tuas.

its a company that produces lenses solution.&&

this product is known around the world..hmm.

still as a techinician bt in nw in diff areas.

nw he is called as chemical process technician...=)) cheyy..

its gonna hav a big impact on him as he will need to wake up

early every morning in order to be puntual at 0745am.

n besides dat,he nid to buck up his werking life.

coz,his previous job is technically simple n relaxing.

n he simply loves it werking in such an nvironment.who wont?haaz!

so now strt to werk hard eh love..commitment must have!

i tink it shud be no prob as im gonna monitor every step he takes ;)

btw,

im gonna hav my straight 3 days off

strting frm tomorrow.YES!ThReeee days..weee!

happy sia me!after that im bck to werk on Vesak Day & Sun!

cool or wat?double pay again??...yeayNess la eh!

so,dis weekends im totally nt free...

hmm..planning to survey kain raye wit mum dis fri.

no time ready,if not tailor will nt accept last min custom made.

so yeah..

im nt to sure wat color will be wearing dis year..

mayb a combination of yellow&black?

& i oso nt cnfem wat style n pattern im gonna insist.

n same goes to mum huh.ehehe.

see hw it goes dis fri..hopefully it will turn out satisfactory...

well,dats it for now..=)

2009-05-01T11:55:00.003+08:00

woohooo!its already 1st May..!
do u realise that now time travels very fast
and we sometimes we dun realy bother to notice it.
next month June already n it means half of the year
gone!wahh!

ok,nw im stuck at werk..from 8am~3pm.
i dun mind werking on public holidays
coz its DOULE the pay!yaw!
i loike!just sit,enjoy the aircon,serve the net,
sleep and attend to few calls as it is PH.=)
tk aman ke dunia aku lau hari2 cm ni..?hehe!
today plan is to spend quality time wit beloved
family after i came bck frm werk.
before that,bb will fetch me ltr n he wants to
treat me ice-cream frm swensen!!!yeay..
n i wish i can try the choc foundue ltr oso..-_-

hmm...saturday plan wit my gang cancel.=(
dun ask y..gue binget banget!!
nxt time la eh.i really wanna go out wit u all.
i miss school life big time!

guess wat?i really pity my bro for his lost
new hp.its SONY ERICSSON new edittion.
juz launge in s'pore few days bck n he gt it at the day itself..
haizzz...so so so careless la kim.
he teared non-stop after he came bck yest.
tk smpi hati aku dibuatnyer...
my parents will find possible ways to replae him with
new hp.haiyo!

i hav yet to receive email from PSB academy
regarding my course orientation n im
prettay xcited to receive my new class tmetable.
mcm da kemarok nk g skola alik sey!ahaha.
bt nt to worry ill be still werking..=)
dats the most important..for now..

yeah babeh,2.5hrs to go before miting bb!
im strting to get bored here......................
&& bby syg i really appreciate u so much
for existing in my life..=) i love you!!!

tata babies!

2009-04-26T14:38:00.005+08:00

yesterdae was awesome!
spend the whole day with bb love..
as i promised myself to shopp for new tops etc..
first,check out frm hme at about 1305pm.
bf already waiting for me at white sand.-_-"
plan to vivo-ing straight but end up having our late lunch at tamp mc.
it was freaking hOt n burning!i cant take it dat much coz im wearing an above knee blouse..
after dat we head off to vivo city first time by bike..=)
my butt is testing my patient..cramp here n dere.duduk tongek,cmane tk cramp??haha.

&& at last i'hv change my hp charger.
for gd sake its making me annoyed all dis while dat my hp cant act like normal charging life..
den i n boyfie walk around the whole humagous mall n end up with nutink there..hehe.
i intend to buy new pair of jeans from river island.im totally into the unique design dat they hav dere.it will cost me 12o bucks.n its gonna worth me..i noe.=))
after our long n tiring walk,den we decided to head dwn cityhall n have our dinner at sakura..
after dat,we go bugis to shop.ahaha.lyke no other places lyke dat..duh!all things dere are all chaep n nice..
okey..i got 3 new tops n 1 new grey legging.
two of the items are from bugis street and the other two from bugis junction.hehe.
&& bb bought his new perfume already sey.... from 'Ferrari'.smells GooD!
sumorise everitnk n check in hme at about 2245pm.
all shagged esp bf..cian die..syg die........................!

yeah..i'hv already hv in mind wat to have for my bdae wish..woOhoo!
i wanna hav a brand new hand bag pLss!
next will be the jeans i mentioned..&& lastly,a surprise from bf for my 2yr anni gift!yeye!!
two occasions falls on one day..!dat is my bdae cum anni day..cool.
i dunno wat to gv bb for our 2nd anni gift as a token of appreciation la g2..ehehe.=D
see hw.........?

im werking 2dae from 1-9pm.
i noe lyke SHIT!bt its ok im alrite...

2009-04-24T23:56:00.007+08:00

MY NEW HAIR!!!

2009-04-23T12:14:00.002+08:00

im totaly fallen in love with the guy ihv always love all dis while..=)

yeah i noe u all guess it right.

of cos la my bf!ehehe..

one thing eh,he pampers to the fullest.

klau bleh hari2 i wan him to be bside me..

like eg,wake me up from slip drag n bath me clean feed me hug me

send me off to werk fetch me bck kiss me cuddle around with me

n lastly put me on bed n slip with me..=))

possible?

pejam celik2..its already gg to 5 mths im werking at my current job.

cpt eh..tk sangke cn werk till dis extend.alhamdullilah!

hopefully it can carry on like dis till i finnaly finish taking my dip cert cn?hehe.

insyallah...

n harap2 la the higher management offer me to the permanent job here at singtel.

coz werking here is so comfy n the people around smue chill2 n releks.

i loike it dat way...

most prob i wan to be transfer totally under LTA or Changi Air or CGH.

the benefits here are also encouring g2 la.

so see hw it goes..

okey..i wanna go shop shop shop k~!

im gonna jolly well get myself a new pair of shoes & tops!

i running out of clothes to wear for werk n outing.

everidae waste my precious time looking for my clothes to wear n its always the same

old tops.i gt no more idea wat to wear ready...............

so i nid to go n hunt for new ones!

hmm.....nxt mth will be my special mth.

coz im gonna be 19 soon!yeah baybe!

nt to young nt to old..=)

my wishes is to hav a great life spend ahead.

n im wondering wat surprises ill get for my bdae...~wee!

esp from bby.=)

beter make my day huh...

taata peeps!;)

2009-04-22T14:49:00.002+08:00

hey fellows...or shud i say readers..?

haha!

its been a halooova time since i write in for the last post...i noe have been very busy lately PLUS lazy la ok.

first n formost,i'hve change my hair style...yes..at last!

to what style..?try to guess...aite..hehe.

im gonna postmy latest pic okey..den u all noe..

secondly congratulation to my dear faezah for winning the most photogenic couple n able to be at top 6 for Chantique Bridal competition..sorry babe i cant tag along wit the others.im werking la.i cant get a replacement.n i feel realy sux for nt attending to it.=(

sorry eh girlfren.

dis few weeks seriuosly nutink much xciting gg around.only dat im having fun gg riding wit bf.=)

i loike!everydae send n fetch me frm hme to werk.mcm swit gitu lor...alah....kejap jer..

baru2 mesti la swit..tgk jer lau da lame,cmfem mls nyer..nk bet?hahahaha!

hopefully tk k.brani die aku cm tu??=P

k till here den.pictures coming soon aite.

bubye!

2009-03-31T12:47:00.003+08:00

so many things had happen dis time round and i admit i had been affected by dat..

In loving memory of my dear fren Mohd Haikal Bin Roslan.Has left us all on the 23rd March09.

we will miss you..May u rest in peace n may Allah bless ur soul to be among the soleh's ppl

.Amin.

dat unexpected incident has made my few days feeling very down n 100% no mood.everidae tinking n tinking of life n death..yeah,its true...wen the time comes for us to go,dat means we hav to go...after everitnk was over,i felt alot of regrets in myself..i mean lyke for nt getting myself closer to the Mighty ONE above(ALLAH) n i admit i had done alot of sins...im glad dat im still here on earth till todae n dats the sign dat HE still loves me n wan me to taubat first =)

nw i realise hw far i have gone too without realising the everidae sins i hav been doin..

i have started to pray 5 times a day and seek for forgiveness n all e prayers i cud ask for..

THANK YOU ALLAH for reopening back my heart to be on the right path of life..

i'll try my very best to become a person who is solehah..=)) Amin...

ookey..at last i had bluerred out all my juicess..=) i felt much relief.

im nw werking day shift..have been werking dis few days n of cos im busy..

tomorow will be my mum's bdae!!me n dad will be planning to by her a new handbag from BONIA.hmm...im very sure she will love it..coz i already surveys those BONIA bags n overall all of them are attractive..=)

latest design are existing nw n im definitely to grab one for mom todae dis evening with dad.

so will be presenting the bag to mom tomorow on her special day..yeay!

I gonna have my off day tomorow atlast after so long of werking days frm last week..

im so so so shaaged physically n mentally...frm the swing down mood till body ache..*sigh*

i dun hav enough slip..dats all i need..for this time.

werking now is a little putting me on stress coz i have already need to do LTA surveys..

it kills man!!every mth must hit target at least 600 surveys to be done!!!gile kape?!

hahahaha!

so i nid to do at least like 25 surveys per day.it seems small amount to you....BUT..nk uat survey tu lah yg menyumpah!tk suke tk suke..!with sometimes handle inco-operate n super rude caller!

nonsense SioW!Dey call LTA for help,bt wen we wan some Customer Srvc feedback with them, dey like hack care gitu lorr...mls nk lyn is best to describe..!

punye la irritating wenever i have ask surveys qs,den the idiotic caller will answer differently n start telling bout his problem!wth??da stress2,i jz hang up the line!hahaa!

seriousz ar,wenever i wanna make a new call i will take deep deep breathe n slowly exhal..*fweh* terrible i tell u.....

n the gd news is ill b getting my new werking pass with my pic on it PLUS my full name*claphands*

wat does dat means??...it means dat im gonna werk here longer..INSYALLAH.=)

currently im using temp pass to enter in n out of office.n sumore dis current pass cnt swap in the main door of the office..only at the security level den can enter..

it means also dat ihv been enduring so long by walking by the back entrance,through n flow werking hrs n night shift too...haiz..

luckily im gonna have my new pass n i will nt be walikng behind animore..

leceh lah jln blakang..be seram lak tu!=P

i really felt grateful to have werking colloegues dat are all very caring n so warm to be with.

especially my HR manager,susan.she's so nice to me lei..heeeh!*bigsmiles*

okok...ill end here.*period

checkout @ 1333pm

2009-03-22T20:38:00.011+08:00

on friday midnite went out with bb n cuz to catch the movie

'Race To Which Mountain'

its quit some time i never had a late nite moviee..=)

bb fetch me @ 10pm and straight head to e!hub..

the tickets were 10bucks!hahaa..

can buy two mcdonald meal seyy...

den we ask if we cud get any discount using any of our credit cards..?

luckily bb hav his UOB debit card and there's no amount in it..

den dgn semangatnye...me n bb head dwn to tamp to draw some money and

transfer those Ka-chingz into his UOB card..leceh skali..hehe!

if mine OUB credit card is nt confiscated by my dad,cnfem tkya

nk susah2 cm ni..=(

bfore heading bck to e!hub,both of us went to our fav mkn place which is at near
st hilda's skul..i forget wat the place is called eventhough da pegi sane byk kali..-__-

the last time we ate dere is wen both of us still in skul uniform..=D

the fried rice dere is superblicious!!

after eating,head bck e!hub n booked ticket for 1155 show..

the story is all about adventure n action thingy..&& humour too..

nice to watch and its worth our 8bucks.=))

!bby mickey&bby bikey!

&& yesterday went to jb with family& bb join us ltr ..we went dere by bus.n finally we get to see the new jb checkpoint..besar giller..mcm nk kalahkn airport gitu..hahaha!was amazed by the new nvironment..coz i will oways hate to go jb by bus coz the old checkpoint sux big time..
bleh pengsan tungu bile nk 'chop passport..haha.nw nomore lyke dat..u can take ur own swit time walking to the counter..yeah..n the checkpoint is link to the citysq shopping centre.& u are being sheltered from the sun and rain.=)dats the gd thing la..

nuitnk much at dere..jz go window shopping..and i rather shop in s'pore for gd quality things.at there i juz cant assure the quality.almost all the things are immitation n yet the price is lyke beating the Ori price.dun u tink so?normal shirts were sold at 40RM and it approx to $19.tk worth sey..here in s'pore u can get it @ $10.dats hw dey make money by selling to us s'poreans.n sumore their fashion are really nt up to date..everitime i went there,its the same old thing..borink larr..

for me now gg there is to hav pleasure in eating..=) eat till u drop! overall its a great day!!

head bck hme at 0125am..

2009-03-20T01:14:00.005+08:00

gambar 'legend'he completes my life<3

everitnk's gg fine n im leading a fabulous life rite now.=)

the reason y i dun drop any new post coz,everidae ill do the same activity...

n rite nw as usual werking nite shift..n i hav nutink to do,n here i am writing sometink..
bb jz gt his new bike..n we called it our 'baby'.HE is gorgeuos!im gonna hav 2nd boyfren soon.heehe.

now i nw hw it feels wen u owe ur own property..u will feel lyke taking care of it for the rest of ur life.dun wory bikey baby,i n bb will take gd care of you n make sure u take care of both of us too yeah..=))

btw,i cant wait to strt my class lesson..it took so long for me to wait now..
im bored of doin the same things everi single day..i wan to hands on with those thick notes & books.=) chey! seriously,for now i wan to prove to myself dat im nt worthless.
i noe im nt stUpid nor slow PoKe!haha...i noe im smart..its jz dat im tooo lazy..dats all.
wen skul time,i always a late comer..everitme i will come to lecture nt on time..till my lecturer gv up n had no say..hahaa!very mischief..bt now i noe im nt lyke last time...
guess wat..?i never had been late to werk since i first strted werking here...regardless
of wat time it is...=))
i wanna change my bad habit & attitude.it feels gd wen u r punctual at all times.
im late onli wen i have a date wiith bb syng.-_-
sori ler b...bkn nye i sengaje..i need to doll up nnicely jz for u..n it takes time u noe...
dari nk chose baju,nk makeup,nk set rambut smue..tul tk?ehehe..

i feel lyke gg swimming one day...its been a very long long time i never swim sey..
thought of it bt dunno wen is the best time..coz nwadays the wheather is nt in a gd state..
kejap2 panas..kejap2 hujan..susah la cm ni..i wan to swimm..cn cn cn?hahaha

&& nt forgetting updating bout my weight,its telling me gd sign...=D
i nearly touches 48kg rite now..im soo so happy skali..wOOhoo!!yeah babeh..
at last i cn get dat hour glass shape..my dream has come true..all thks to myself and my self motivation..~wEee...best skali..another 1.5kg more aite.
no worries..*fweh*(wipe forehead).
wen i hav lose my weight,n there's one saying "b asl bdn u kecik ni??tknk kecik sgt la"
sape lagi klau bkn bb syng yg ckp cm tu...hahahaahaha
apelah u ni..bile i ngah MOK u ckp suroh kurus,be bile da kecik laen plk die nye comment..
aper jer..guys will b guys..never appreciate wat is infront of his eyes..true?mayb lar eh..
hmm...i reali thougth of changing my current job..i wud lyke to werk in airport..
mainly i wan to get to a new nvironment..& of cos the pay dere is much more higher..
bt its okla..da ade keje ni pn da cukup bersyukur...
coz recession time mcm gini is damn diff to find jobs.
nvm..stick to one first...gain xperience,get dip cert den can try to find others...
rezeki anitime le carik...=))

nyte2!

2009-03-18T12:29:00.017+08:00

on 14th which is on sat had great time with my sygz!

girls day out and time to spend quality time was a blast..!

frist head dwn to zam2 @ arab st there to hav our late lunch cum dinner..

all were hungry at dat moment..haha.

i love my gerls..they were fadilah,faezah,syerah & zahirah.=)

tk sangke eh we still frens till now..frm yr03 till date...alhamdulillah!

&& its gonna be our annual event every year...wooHoo!

den after we ate and all,we head for sheesha-ing!haha..

i swear i wont wan to sheesha again!its tastelesssS!mcm angin jer yg masok!haha..

for me la..coz dat day its my first time to try..-_-

no more for me...just wanna try onli.=)

den we stayed dere for less then 45 mins..ape ke tidak tempat da la panas..

&& mendak uh..dalah aku dat time da nk muntah..i tink coz of the angin yg masok dlm badan aku..haha.

den straight we head off to grandlink @ payar lebar to sing our lungs out!!

bez lar overall..last part joget dangdut smue mcm phm eh.!ehehe!

we end the night around 11+...

i just love you gerls!

2009-03-06T16:17:00.003+08:00

okaayy...*fwehh* =)

at last i hav the mood to update.

for the last few days i'v been very busy doin my own stuffs.

from werking till sit at home the whole day.

seriously i dunno wat to write in for this post!!argh!

my mind still blank and i noe i hav alot to share........

hmm...everitink's fine,specially bout my relantionship.Alhamdulillah.=)

i hope it stays dis way..

now werking...from 1pm~9pm.-_-

actuali supposed 2dae i werk nite shift.coz my other collegue nid

to change time with me to collect her 'A' level result.*sigh*

& now i nid to wait for my peny to be credited into the ATM!

i nid to at least shop to get rid of my boredness,u see....haah!

alaa...beli ice-cream pn jadi..bleh happY..=)

tk semesti nye nk kene beli bende2..hehehehe!

intend to buy new shoes..survey ready BUT confuse la which one to choose..

haiya...so fussy!!its either i gonna buy from Everlast OR Lee Cooper..?

both nice.dun care bout the price..ehehe.

den i hav nt yet plan wen to settle my hair??!

asl la aku ni susah sgt nk uat decision?

i hate it man!(bb...pls..tlg i make decision?)coz he's the one

who oways plan & decide everytink.=)

he pampers me aloT!n dats y i became lyke dis.

till here peeps!

must continue werking ready liao!=DD

2009-02-25T23:01:00.003+08:00

i need a hairdo ASAP!
cannot tahan ready liao..my hair is driving me nuts!i tell u..-_-
i dunno whether to do rebonding again??yeah..or mayb do big curls?
really hav no idea??i can so called bored ready with straight broom hair..
i need some changes and add details to my hair...hmmm...
nt onli reforming my hair bt i wan to highlight my hair too.
tink hair oso have their own attitude..do u tink so?dats y sometimes ppl always say they
are having their hair bad day...& for me i always hav hair bad day.
haiyo!still nt making my decision to either rebond or perm my hair?
agi2 lau da uat decision,there's still one more problem...?
dat is which salon i must go?make sure the salon dat is nt corrupted!
bab nwadays byk promotion bt still nt confident enough.

praying hard dat bby will sponsor my hairdo =)
murah la b...tk mahal...cnfem!-.- nnti i lawa sape yg sedap mate memandang?uUu...jgk!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahah!*bluek* =P

2009-02-24T18:22:00.005+08:00

32nd floor officeshalini =)
nutink to do??

todae the whole day werking.
from 2pm-9pm.do u tink the time is making u dragging??
for me it is!its lyke ur waiting for the time to past every sec of ur life sitting on a chair waiting for calls..hahah!
life can be really so borink sometimes.
its jz the way u adjust & plan the way u kill ur time dwn.
luckily i have bunch of 'lunatics' collegues here to make my day.
everyday with diff stories & all the gossiping!hahaahaa!

i planned to submit my application to HOME TEAM (ICA),bt pikir2 alik tkya sudah.
bab my current wek place is paying me the same amount and i hav alot of off days & my time are really flexible.
so no point la kn.nnti bile da dpt diploma cert den bleh bebual..i can strt to fly and search for another job n see hw much i worth.hehe!=)
with job xperience & dip cert is enough ready lar....bleh survive!
i love e way my life is now.=)

2009-02-22T20:51:00.006+08:00

Wokey...bby's bdae was a great moment!

actuali the day before we had a BIG fight and i can say dat its CRUCIAL!

i nearly broke up wit him coz i cnt thn his attitude ready....
yeah,both of us looks lyke eveitinks' fine and we'r doing great n all the positive tinking BUT,actuali we'r nt.there's always a BUT in a situation.we acted lyke one happy couple n the rest of the world dun know wat we were gg through all dis while.n i kept telling myself to stay strong n nid to endure all dis SHITS with patience.im mad at him with his stupid attitude dat really make me lyke slapping his face.i cant tolerate stupid nonsense dat he purposely wans to test my patience.he wud make me feel so depressed n even can make my love for him sometimes fades..serious..tkle angkt sey!&& mcm biase jgk he called me up to dunno how many missed calls n i wud never picked up!& at last he called my mum asking wats wrong wit me..?haah!deserve u b..nasib baek aku ni tk jahat sgt..maseh bleh pikir tul2 n i gave him LAST chance..ONE last chance.n i mean it!hope u change k syng...pls change..of cos i love you..bt i can hate you too...-_-

bck to the topic..

bby fetch me around 1pm with his other three frens n we head to bukit merah to make dwnpayment for bby's new wanabe bike.n e bike is gorgeous!i loike!=) bby drive there n we were so lucky cos on dat time the rain was pouring heavily!then after bb made the payment,we head to nearby coffeeShop to hav our lunch.damn hungry.......& we ate the simplest dish which is Nasi Ayam..hahaha!hanging out wit his bunch of frens were fun and agi2 aku srg jer pompan dgn empat laki..haaahah!den bb n i plan to shop at bugis so we head straight at Bugis Junction leaving his three other frens.tknk diorng kacau daun!

both of us started to find stuffs n bb already promise me dat he will blanja me..=D

yey!bt i dun take him for granted OK.so end up he bought me wallet from SEMBONIA n two tops!thks syng...actuali i really nid a new wallet since my current one da mcm cannot make to e final gitu..ehehe!

bb bought himself new Billabong PoloT n another top from Bossini..we were having fun & quality time together after having big fight day before...i love u k bb....jz dun hurt my feelings again.

hmm...bile both of us da puas jln,we planned to get out of dat place asap.so he called his frens up to pick us up at the same point where we dropped off .his frens used the car for awhile and after dat hand over the car to bb..headed dwn to sengkang den pasir ris fetch my bro den straight to TM..to hav our dinner at Pastamania..nt dat really satisfying i can say...more worth if we ate at pizza OR swensen OR other eating place..dgr2 da halal ngatkn nk try larr....if lyke dis,pegi skali cukup.

while eating,we waited for bb's cuzz,naeem & fazmil..

planned to go dwntown(E!hub) to hav some fun..=) n YES we did!we play boardgames n it turn out to be so cool n xciting...worth the pay....$3/h.shout here n dere..mcm tu tmpt bapak kite org punye..who cares kn?hehe!all dis activities build up my love for him again n same goes for him..

we had so much fun and end the day bout 2am..the whole spending time with him!i loike!since after so long no quality time together...hope dis will never end dat soon or forever.

&& nw,per normal werking night shift again.*bored*

came werk from uncle's open house.feeling shagged rite nw -_-

ape ke tidak,tadi melalak(karaoke) sepuas2 hati before my time ups to head to werk.haha!

miss my fellow cuzz..insyallah dis cuming fri plan to go melalak again at orchard.dis time round cuzz bonding time!alot of things to catch up & updating & gossiping & stuffs!*roll eyes*

nt forgetting pictures will b uploaded the next post cos nw im at werk so the comp im using is damn useless.USB cable is nt functioning!stipud ass.buat pnt bawak USB cable jerrr...

*Ahmad Firdaus,pls handle my heart with care now..cos its so fragile n it can breaks anitime eventhough we went through happy moments and all wonderfull things.i do still love you with all my heart.*

KISS MY ASS!

2009-02-20T11:14:00.014+08:00

on the 18th Feb

which on wed was my dinner treat at swensen for advanced bby's bdae..im very xcited coz i lov to burst suprises!

first,we met up at cityhal n straight we proceed to marina sq swensen.since both of us da lapar sgt.n i noe my bby is anxious n xcited to eat at swensen n he wans to open up the present dat i gave it to him..=)) if lyke ure tinking y we so called pushed forward bb's bdae is bcoz,we thought having our quality time on his special day which is on saturday n we planned to chill out n hav a great day together doing mayb some activities lyke,bowling shoPping hang lose n we shud sit near sea sight to hav a long n memorable chat?gd idea? we try to make it diff la..dun wan oways on actual day of bdae always must be formal jer..boRink kn?...dis is all up to individual.

da smpi swensen jer...syng aku ni tk sabar2 nk bukak present!=D

&& i bought him a watch from G-Shock (G glide).Its a new addition n he loves it coz i bougth his FAV colour!

our main course!
our dessert & side dish!

The meal were SUperb!i love my Teriyaki chicken PAsta!n e dessert make u feel all satisfied!

love it!

After we ate our dinner,den off to hme sweet hme.=)

we save our outing on SATURDAY n hopefully we gonna hav a great time together on ur vry special day syng..muaah!c hw much i love him?haaah!

*since 270507*

Spot the common date '2705' ,27th MAY?its falls on my bdae! =)

2009-02-19T14:29:00.003+08:00

GONNA UPDATE BBY'S ADVANCE DINNER TREAT AND THIS CUMING

SATURDAY OUTING ON HIS SPECIAL DAY!=)

PICTURES ALSO!

STAY TUNE...

2009-02-17T11:54:00.011+08:00

i wan THIS top!

hey peeps...

todae im goona werk night again..*sigh!i tink i had not enough rest larr..

if can i wan to slip den eat(vice versa)..haah!

bt rigth nw im very particular bout my weight ok!!i wan to lose some fats..its irritating wen u wan to wear ur fav top n suddenly all e babats cn see =(

pls help?i nid drastic change coz i sian ready with e nt slim shape...hehe!

nw my weight is 49kg n i nid to lose another 2 more kg!before dis its 54kg!!cn u imagine??!

i really put in effort after which everione da strt tegor yg aku ni makin gemok!HisSHh!

my normal weight before anitnk goes wrong is about 47kg...n it shoot up to e highest 55kg.dats e MAX i can go i tell u..e cause of it is dat i stuff myself with fast food EVERYDAY!!fast food really make u go FAT! n my cheecks like gona burst!

nevermind,nw go slow n steady....=)) i noe i can make my dream come true again.just another 2kg more n i can b e happiest gal on earth!!!wakaka!

cant deny,nwadays all gerls wan to look sexy,slim n attractive..dey cn do anitnk to make themselves to e top of the world!hahaa!

&& bby will gona hav his first bike dis saturday!yey!

insyallah =)

2009-02-15T19:43:00.007+08:00

bored bored bored!

todae the whole day stay at home after i came bck from werk at 9.15am..

slip till 3pm,wake up n watch tv with my family..den i had a bath den eat my breakfast n lunch all in one!=D

im having my ywo days off till mondae n get bck to night shift on tues again..=(

&& at last ill b werking morning on thurs and fri..miss werking day time..hehe!

so my plan tomorow is to mit bby at lunch time n go eat with mummy at lavender and then straight to PSB Academy to pay up my course fees..it will b strting end of May.~wWee~

im strting to get my hands on books again...n nw i wan to study harg=d to pursue my fiploma cert n get a better job n better pay..

n i hope i can be converted to permanent staff n b promoted to b under LTA =).insyallah!

till here den..ill update soon yeah!

2009-02-14T22:59:00.006+08:00

zaman aru masok ite

in cafe1

with my bunch of clans!

cabot klas time!haah!

graduation time =)

powerPuff babes!

it ends here..n frenship will b forever..syng u ppl!

hell yeah!

its been lyke ages im nt been blogging..the reason is im too lazy to update and hav no time for me to go browsing the comp..hmpp!there's alot of things had happen to me for this past few weeks...from my personal thing to the external things.

where shud i strt?...firstly i had just officially graduated from ITE college east on the 11/02/09 =)

its been so fun and emotional moment together with my dear frens for the last meeting since after dis all of us will go on to diff ways...some werking,some still wanna continue studies n some hanging lose.....n for me im still werking n planning to take my private diploma in Business Admin..Insyalla.=D n im nw saving up my $!argh..dun hav dat much freedom to really shop!

i reeally miss school alot!(tulah..bile time skola maen2,be bile da tk skola aru nk appreciate school days.)i tink its true..wen we get older we tend to tink bout our past n we seem to hav nt satisfied wit it.bt wat to do?life nid to move on.right?=) chey!

....setiap pertemuan berakhir dgn perpisahan....

i had a great moments in ITE.mayb e frens i have made n the school nvironment is 'WALAHH'!

with those HOT dudes n chics around jz make everione wans to come to skul everidae.

e lecturers were lyke our mummies n daddies...fun n loving surroundings n the best of all is the food in ITE simei.i love it man!especially Nasi Ayam thousand island..my fav dish ever!

haiz...i realy miss my skul days..its lyke time passes by so fast dat sometimes we are'nt ready to face the future..

&& today is valentine day,n im nt celebrating it as bby told me dat its t necessary to celebrate .yeah..i dun mind too.coz on 21 FEB is his big day!=) i mean his 22nd bdae.

i have plan something special for him.n i swear its the most romantic event ever..SssH!secret!

cannot tell first k..i'll will suprise him dis on e 18th which is on wed.n on his bday we will spend our time shoPping!yeyay!!

bout my personal thoughts?...there's alot dat i had been tinking nwadays..

some things dat are too way personal dat i cant share it here..

me n only me noes wat is going on...

so called like a dilemma?dunno eh?

i try to tink e best for me n nt see the outer side of judgement.

(looks can be sOo deceiving!) n can eventually melts ur heart n soul for it!

i hope im strong n stays right here where i am nw..

thks for ur support bby....ur e onli person who noe me verry well n can be patience with me.thk you so much!ILY<3

hmm...& nw im werking as usual night shift!actuali werking night shift is much better den werking normal time or office hour..coz in the night u can do watever u wan wish to do.as in lyke surfing e net,eat,slip,watch movie n many many more!

n sumore its lyke duoble e pay!i loike!!haah!

dats bout it bitches..i must get on gg nw...

gg...to watch movie =DD mcm biase jgk...

adios babes!

ps: u never fail to pull me through the rough current of the ocean n held me down to ur senses of love.ILY bby.

2009-01-24T21:10:00.010+08:00

holla diaryy...

todae i hav a lots of things to share with..from the last two days stories till todae :))

first n for most,im missing my bby mickey rite nw..hav been werking night shift for these two consequetives days..aRghH!*sian* bt okeyla, ade jgk extra income is to be added into my pay.=>

bck on thursdae,told dat i will b gg out wit bby for shopping.. n it seems everitink went smoothly at first...

BUT end up,we strt arguing aGain when e day was about to end...so sad sia..as usual we argue n argue bout small n stupid things!!n formost he's e one hu is stubborn.n eventually in the end it make my blood go up!...kn b? u suke uat i mengamok tk tentu pasal be end up u salahkn i smue...

k,watever hapens at that time.. and finnaly we get 'ok' wen he sent me bck hme n sit n chitchat wit mama papa n mayb dats wen both of our EGO runs down..hehe!

for shooping, we headed to plaza sing' to watch 'inkheart' movie n its gd..its like a fairy tale kind of story....ttwo thumbs up la,i can say..!hmm..n bby bought me a Top from Esprit n i bought him Smart Shirt dat he was forced to try on by me..ade ke aju lawa2 tknk?agi2 org yg nk belikn??hahaa!

den we had our dinner at pizza hut again n again n again...coz we gt no idea wher to eat delicious fd n cn make our tummY fuLL?? (eventhough kte promise tknk mkn kt pizza agi.Muak la sgt,tpi sedap (= tkpela..)

after filling our tummy,den headed to Orchard n go Faiz plaza.go find his bermudas pants..

tk abis2 nk sluar tu jgk..atlast dpt jgk kn syng..since he got his 'dream pants,mata aku pn naek gatal...gatal as in tgk baju kt sini sane jz in case anyone of them caught my eyes..

n yes it did!i bought dis so called KiMono top..actualii i saw dat top few days bck wen we jz go window shopping .bt at last i decided to buy it..n buy severals acessories n the MOST import is my panties..=))*i loike*

after all day walking.......................den we decided to head bck hme sweet hme..

tkpe,for dis moment i need to endure walking,bcos abg Ahmad kte tk lame agi tompang kte naek motor..hehe!yeay!happy for u syng..for after so long n nw u had completed ur motor license..Alhamdulillah.n remember not to rempit here n there k..hold ur promises to b a safe rider..

on fri nutink much interesting happen...i nid to head to werk at 8pm.n bfore gg to werk,me n bby went to TM just to fill our perut at swensen..i ate the 'coit' ice cream i tink,n he ate his fav waffle ice crem n fries..YUMMY!!*fingers licking* both of us enjoy our meal n planed if lyke nxt time swensen is on our LIST!n obviously pizza is DISCARD!haha..ok set eh?

hmm..bby onli accompany me till tamp mrt n we go our own way frm there...

werking night shift on 23/01 was hilarious la sey!its e first nite i cant slip at all!coz i nid to watch out for the ICA thingy bout the causeway wdlnd n tuas frm the camera...it was lyke SoO heavily conjested frm the time i strt werking till 8am in the morning..tk penah2 jadi mcm tu..bab i tink ppl all da get out of s'pore for holiday as nw its a long holiday PLUS e weekends.*sigh*

n for rite nw i hope it will be not like yest nite..frm wat i can see frm here all lanes frm tuas and wdlnd heading to jb is clear...hopefully i cn at least hav a nap lyke i always do..~Wee~

ok den.till here...i tink i had vomit out my thoughts so much rite nw.

update pretty soon ya..

ps: im gonna update pics ltr on. n bby,ur e onli creature on earth dat i gv u my BEST!=)

2009-01-22T09:24:00.000+08:00

selamat MOrning!!

todae is my outing day wit bby..=) yeay!!

coz im getting my pay at the same time.so apelagi??g shop larr..

todae we'r heading to town n bfore dat we gonna catch a movie at GV plaza for the movie

'ink heart'..im nt too sure whether if dat story is under fav category?my huney bb loves to watch fantasy stories as in his real life he loves to dream...-_-

sometimes he irritates me wit his enealistic dreams!

eg,"b semalam i mimpi i bawak kerete lambogini color itam..iiissH bestnNyerR bile ngah nk parking be bile bukak pintu smue tgk b"

so e dreamworld kn..?i told you...

i hope 2dae we wont b fighting while jln2 ltr..*cross fingure*

i intent to buy new shoes n watch n clothes n pants n shorts =)

ltr gg to surve shoes frm adiddas outlet n im craving for the Levis' n the Puma' ladies watch.

OR me n bby intend to buy cuople watch??mayb frm bbyG?

see hw first k..nt too sure if budget gt enough nt....=>

till here then..

wan to kemas umah dulu bfore gg out..

update soOn!

tata.......=))

2009-01-20T15:51:00.001+08:00

holla my dearest frens!

its been s suuny n very bright day today huh?

i jz wake up from my slip since the time i get hme frm werk at 9.15am!*sigh*

luckily im nt werking for dis cuming 3 days..~wee!!=) bab da byk sgt uat night shift..haah.

normally wat i hav been doing at werk is jz answering calls frm ppl in singapore dat called for taxi booking and my job is to jz transfer their calls to the taxi company.senang kn??=))

overall,my life werking there is much MUCH much satisfying n of cos they pay me gOoOod!

ok,what shud i say bout my relantionship wit my dear bb..

firstly,for the past few days we easily get onto each other nerves and eventually we fight.
for my part..i cant tolerate his nonsense by always accusing me for playing behind his back n

doin 'things' bhind him.arGhh!i hate it to e core! y MOSTLY of the guys are so overproctected

to their gf??wat i mean is dat sometimes thEse guys shows no TRUST.

kadang2 tu mcm nk angkt kaki jer..gaadoh hari2.baeknye sekali.haiizzz! -_-bt wen i tink bck,nt every guy can tolerate me toO..im superb STuBorN if im nt a good mode.hehehe.

so part of it pn i thank god for sending me a very very patience person.=)

truthfully,eventhough we always fight for no reason,my love for him still nt fades.i hope..

i have spent part of my teenage life wit him n i dun wan to feel regret or watever feels ltr in the end.harap2 both of us last lonng sampai ke jinjang pelamin.Amin.

chey!hahaaa!

update again later..

muUahh!!

Rotting-

2009-01-19T23:45:00.000+08:00

Gd evening everione.

im way too bored rite nw and im gonna rott SOON!

if ure tinking wat im doing rite nw,

im werking night shift 2dae.its frm 8pm-8am.

im watching video ltr on my dvd portable=)

cant wait for the time to passt...-_-

hmm...btw im miszing my bby mickey so much.

coz we juz called each other since we gadoh for the last two days..

sometimes i felt y muz we fight over a small n stOopid things???

its alwayz eu bby dat enjoys irritates me to e core..!hmmp!=x

n yet u got the cheat to say dat im e one hu irritates ue.wth?

watever it is i still love u n every single day my soul is craving for ur love.=)

till here for 2dae.

i wan to watch my hindustan movie.at least it covers 3hrs of my werking time.hehe!

will upload photos soon........

nyte peeps!!